How Do I Get My Life Back Together?

I'm an 18 year old freshmen attending a local community college. The end of high school was a good time, as I made new friends and so forth. Now it's about 2 semesters into my freshmen year at community college and things seem to be getting worse. I feel depressed, my family has noticed, and my therapist has stated that I might be possibly depressed. I hate this weather, I hate where I live: partially because i've been here my whole life, and I hate the same old everyday. I don't have a major, and even worse I have NO CLUE what I want to do with my life. I have NO CLUE of where I want to transfer, where I want to live, and what I really like. I have absolutely no talents, and no hobbies besides fitness because I simply don't want to become fat! I know I love to laugh, and be around funny people. But besides my desire to be funny and be around funny people, I can't tell you much of my desires. I am a man so I love women, though I am insecure about my size, so even when I come across a women, which I do often, I get nervous and can't receive an . Truthfully, besides the fact of being lost and depressed over my loneliness and repetitive life, I am constantly feeling saddened and not caring about anything until my medical problems are resolved. I have flat feet and it affects me each and every day mentally and physically especially. I have no energy, no motivation, and no care for anything! I feel locked in a cage with no way out. If anyone is willing to share their email that would be grate as I am desperately looking for some advice and help.